I remember / je me souviens
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For those limbic bursts of nostalgia, invented by Proust, miniaturized by Nicholson Baker, and freeze-dried by Joe Brainard in his I remember and by Georges Perec in his Je me souviens.

But there are no fractions, the world is an integer
Like us, and like us it can neither stand wholly apart nor disappear.
When one is young it seems like a very strange and safe place,
But now that I have changed it feels merely odd, cold
And full of interest.
          --John Ashbery, "A Wave"

Sometimes I sense that to put real confidence in my memory I have to get to the end of all rememberings. That seems to say that I forego remembering. And now that strikes me as an accurate description of what it is to have confidence in one's memory.
          --Stanley Cavell, The Claim of Reason


Wednesday, August 23, 2023

I remember being surprised and disconcerted when it turned out that the title of the Sly and the Family Stone song I loved was: "Thank You (Falettinme Be Mice Elf Agin)."  I remember wondering how much it mattered that I'd misheard it.



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Thursday, August 17, 2023

 I remember how obsessed I was with James Fenimore Cooper.  We had to read Last of the Mohicans over the summer for the start of school, when I was 10 or 12.  I loved it.  So I read all of the Natty Bumppo Leatherstocking Tales.  But it was The Pathfinder and Last of the Mohicans that I liked most: Natty Bumppo in his prime.  The Pioneers was still pretty good, especially when he intentionally only nicks that potato that is part of the skeet-shooting competition, to preserve his reputation (he did hit it), but to allow the young man to win (and impress the woman he's in love with).  I hated that he dies in The Prairie.  I remember distinguishing between the Mohicans (or the Lenni Lenape in general) and the cruel Mohawks.  And I remember embracing, in sheer ignorance, Cooper's contempt for Jane Austen -- I remember he'd been reading Austen aloud to his wife and flung the book from himself with contempt, since he could do better.  And then he wrote The Last of the Mohicans first, to demonstrate that.  So it took me a while -- till twelfth grade I think -- to read Austen, and to discover, to my vestigial surprise, how great she was.



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